Life With Jules, and other stuff

That's what I want to yell to God! It's just not fair. Ok, this past week I spent in Kissimmee / Lake Buena Vista / Orlando for our annual training. Each spring the State sends us to a location within the state to give us refresher training on our jobs / duties. It was a pleasant week and I had a great time with colleagues from the central Florida area. Our hotel was in Lake Buena Vista; Downtown Disney area to be exact. My first impression of the room was "I could live here". It was great! Here are some pics I took during the week: Now, why do I say "It's not fair" at the beginning of this post. Because I am really working on myself and my relationship with God. I am trying to live right. But I keep finding myself wanting someone I simply will never have a chance with. One of my very best friends, someone I have known for more than 20 years. I love this man dearly and he knows it. God knows how I feel. God knows how he feels. The only thing I ca...

My every waking thought is of you; I simply cannot shake. I long to feel you your breath on my skin light caresses from your hands lips pressed firm against mine.   My every waking thought is of you. I love the way you flirt the twinkle in your eyes the smile across your face you make me feel like a girl; I simply cannot shake.   My every waking thought is of you. I wonder if we can or if we should play with temptation; I simply cannot shake you from my mind.

All I want is …. All I want is to be free Free from the pain I feel All I want is to love again To allow my heart to be open All I want is a home A home to call my own All I want is you Forever by my side. April 17, 2009 ~ “All I Want Is ______” Poem Heaven and Earth There is a magic in the air As I gaze up at the sky And watch the twinkling of light Pour out of the night As the light shines down through The atmosphere to me I imagine the color That the twinkling star could be The layers of gas surrounding the earth Can’t capture the true beauty Of the stars high above And their true light shining down. April 18, 2009 ~ Interaction Poem Burial There is a fire Buried in the pit Of my stomach Each time I hear your name. There is rage Deep in my soul Whenever I see A picture of you. There is an emotion I just cannot described Watching the dirt At the burial of you. ...